“When you find yourself in some far off place, and it causes you to rethink somethings. You start to sense that slowly you’re becoming someone else, and then you find yourself when you make new friends in a brand new town and you start to think about settling down. The things that would have been lost on you are now clear as a bell and you find yourself”

Find Yourself - Brad Paisley (it was also on the Cars soundtrack for those who recognize it)

When this song came on my itunes today, it hella hit me that college is right behind the corner. I don’t want to start over again -____-. i’m JUST starting to get my hold in my current situation and enjoying everyone in my class, save one or two people. After this assignment for parker’s MM class, alla these songs have started having meaning. damn you parker and your infinite wisdom.

However, with all these new beginnings, I get to try and make myself better. thats why im getting the hell out of the bay area. It’s too negative here, im tired of the high murder rates and shit. I hate gunshots at night. I hate how everyone has this image of me from frosh year or kindergarten stuck in their head. i’ve changed so much and become a better person, but I can’t break out of my past.

and I already know my roommate at oregon. Dude is from Kansas.

I will be talking about music more often.